Women Have Porn Addiction Too — And No One Is Talking About It
- Brian Bachman LPC, MA
- May 3
- 6 min read
By Brian Bachman, LPC | Author of Turn Off Porn
Porn Addiction Doesn't Discriminate
Let me tell you about a client I'll call Kim. She sat in my office, twisting her wedding ring, looking everywhere but at me, before she finally said the words she'd been holding for years: "I haven't told you the main reason I wanted to start counseling. It's embarrassing... because it's a 'guy' problem... I can't stop looking at porn."
Kim's story is one I've encountered far more than most people would expect. And her instinct to call it a "guy problem" reveals exactly why so many women suffer in total silence: our entire cultural conversation about porn addiction is built around men. In my book I use three case studies and one is about a woman because this needs to be said loudly and clearly: women struggle with porn too, and the shame they carry is often even more isolating than what men experience.
The Double Shame Effect
When a man admits he watches porn, the cultural response — however unhelpful — is at least familiar. People nod knowingly and we all pretend that more than 70% of men are watching porn. Resources exist. Support groups are available. It's treated as common, even expected. When a woman admits the same thing? The response is often shock, confusion, or silence. Women are told — implicitly and explicitly — that this isn't their problem. That only men struggle with this. That something must be especially wrong with them. So women carry a double shame: the shame of the addiction itself, plus the shame of having an addiction that "isn't supposed to be theirs." This makes them far less likely to seek help, confide in a friend, or even Google for answers.If that's you right now — reading this in secret, wondering if you're the only woman in the world dealing with this — I want you to hear me: you are not alone, you are not broken, and this is not a "guy problem."
This reminds me of when I worked with eating disorders. The men who struggled hated themselves. This is a female problem. But these labels and assumptions we make just bury those who are struggling deeper in shame. No disorder, addiction, or issue is gender specific. Struggle is struggle. And more importantly. Our struggles do not define us.
Why Women Turn to Porn
Kim's story reveals something profound about why women use porn, and it's often different from the stereotypical male narrative. For Kim, porn wasn't primarily about sexual arousal, although it can be. But for her, it was about something deeper.
Feeling wanted without risking rejection
Kim was a classic people-pleaser. She poured herself into everyone else — the PTA, the dog shelter, her friends' crises — because her self-worth was tied to being useful. But deep down, she longed to be wanted not for what she did, but for who she was. Porn offered a fantasy where she was the central focus, desired relentlessly, without ever having to make herself vulnerable.
Shutting off the mental noise
"It started as a way to shut my brain off at night," Kim told me. After a day of being needed by everyone, porn was the one space where she didn't have to perform, manage, or give.
Control in a world that felt chaotic
Porn offered a controlled environment where she could experience desire on her own terms — no negotiation, no risk of disappointing someone.
An evolution from spicy romance novels.
Kim started with romance novels, then "spicy" fiction. Porn was the next step in a progression that started with completely socially acceptable content.
The Emotional Stew
In my book Turn Off Porn, I teach a concept called the Emotional Stew — the interconnected mix of feelings and circumstances that create the craving for porn.
Kim's stew had its own specific ingredients:
Boundary issues: She couldn't say no, which drained her completely
Feeling unwanted: A deep fear of being deprioritized by her partner
Fear of rejection: Terror of asking for what she needed and getting a "no"- Conflict avoidance: Keeping the peace at any cost, including her own needs
Overwhelm: No margin, no rest, no space for herself
Disconnection: Emotional and physical distance from her husband
Everyone's stew differs, but the underlying dynamic is identical:
Unmet needs create a void, and porn rushes in to fill it with a counterfeit.
The Breakthrough
Kim's turning point didn't come from quitting porn. It came from something far scarier — naming what she actually wanted.She sat in my office one day, face red, and blurted out: "I want my husband to show me that he loves me — for me. Not for my people-pleasing. Just me."Then she said the quiet part out loud: "I'm terrified to ask for this because it feels like begging to be chosen. And if his response is silence... that would confirm my deepest fear — that I'm not worth the trouble."Do you see what happened? The porn wasn't the real issue. The real issue was a woman who didn't believe she was worth pursuing, who had built a fortress of obligations to protect herself from rejection, and who had been using porn as a risk-free substitute for the real intimacy she craved. When Kim finally shared her heart with her husband — specific desires, not vague wishes — something shifted. It wasn't instant. It took couples sessions, awkward conversations, and a lot of courage from both of them. But they built something real. And as the real connection grew, the counterfeit lost its grip.
Women with Porn Addiction
What You Can Do Right Now
If you're a woman reading this and recognizing yourself, here's what I want you to know:
Your desires are legitimate but they've been hijacked.
Wanting to be desired, pursued, and cherished isn't needy or pathetic. Those are fundamental human needs. The fact that you've been trying to meet them through porn doesn't make the needs wrong — it means the delivery system needs to change.
Naming the desire is an act of courage.
Shame wants you to keep everything buried. Every time you name what you actually want — even to yourself, even in a journal — you're taking power back.
You don't need to have it all figured out before you get help.
Kim didn't walk into my office with clarity. She came in confused and ashamed. The clarity came through the process.
The romance novel progression is real.
If you started with "spicy" fiction and noticed it escalating, you're not uniquely broken. You're following a neurological pattern driven by dopamine and novelty — the same pattern that affects men, just through a different entry point.
For Women Whose Partners Watch Porn
If you're on the other side of this — a woman whose husband or partner is struggling — I have a separate blog post coming that addresses your experience directly.
But I have two brief points
His porn use is not a reflection of your desirability.
His porn use is not your responsibility (to solve with more sex)
You Were Made for More Than This
Porn's best trick is making you believe it's the only place you can get what you need. That's a lie. It's a counterfeit that takes more than it gives — every single time. The real version of what you're looking for exists. It's messier, riskier, and slower than the fantasy. But it's also deeper, more satisfying, and permanent in a way that porn can never be. You deserve the real thing. And you can get there.
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About the Author
Brian Bachman, LPC, is a licensed therapist, author of Turn Off Porn, and host of the Knowing Jesus podcast.
He brings 8+ years of clinical experience and personal recovery to help people break free from porn addiction through a whole-person, no-shame framework.
Learn more at (https://www.brianbachman.com)
FAQ
Q: Do women really struggle with porn addiction?
A: Yes. Research shows that a significant and growing percentage of women use pornography regularly, many compulsively. Brian Bachman, LPC, dedicates extensive attention to women's porn addiction in Turn Off Porn, including the unique shame dynamics women face.
Q: Why is women's porn addiction less talked about?
A: Cultural assumptions frame porn addiction as a male problem, which creates a double layer of shame for women — the shame of the addiction plus the shame of having an "unexpected" addiction. This isolation makes women far less likely to seek help.
Q: How is women's porn addiction different from men's?
A: While the neurological mechanisms are similar, women's porn use often connects more to needs for emotional intimacy, feeling desired, and escape from caretaking exhaustion. Many women progress from romance novels or erotic fiction to visual pornography. Brian Bachman's Emotional Stew framework and Core Needs framework apply universally but recognize these differences.
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